A few afflictions

First- to read the rest of this post, click the title. I’m working on getting it to display the whole thing on the front page, but to no avail. So far. I don’t have anything interesting to write about yet, but I feel guilty cause I haven’t put up anything in a few days. Well, anything interesting or worth while. I promise in another day or two I’ll come up with some amazing post that is just as, if not more, audacious than my “time” post. I haven’t been able to read new scientist or stalk cnn/other websites because… let me count the ways:

  1. Finance is consuming my soul. I’ve never seen so many ratios in my life. I would much rather have law consume my soul than finance, but such is life at the moment.
  2. Our house is haunted. That’s right. Toothbrushes starting to vibrate on their own, even after we walk up to it and turn it off. We finally took the batteries out. Garage door on the inside opening by itself and the door chime going off. We come home, after DISTINCTLY closing the office door (I know this because it makes a huge slam for some reason, and I made some comment about it because it made me sound like a badass. Lol) and it was cracked open when we got home. The chime for the garage door going off and it DIDN’T open. It’s getting tricky now. Ummm… some plastic bag fiasco, but I don’t know what I attribute that to. So yeah.
  3. Kickboxing has officially kicked my ass, because I’m the only crazy person who takes it 3 times in the span of 5 days. My butt hurts. My calves hurt. My shoulders hurt (because I’m the only girl it seems who does real push-ups and not those gay little knee-ups). More so because my leg is still sore from crazy pony carting accident. It’s bruised. I’m whiny. I’m going to go cry now.
  4. Getting up early for class is taking its toll on me. I am soooo not a morning person, and I really need to be. Night time is for playing! Doesn’t college know that!?
  5. I can’t stalk CNN because my management professor is too busy talking about Degree Deodorant, crack cocaine, cheese puffs, gold-bond (and YES! It was for THAT reason), owning children, and various other random and completely unrelated (yet TOTALLY related) things.
  6. Having a house is a lot of work! We eat much more than I actually realized. The dishes are out of control and I may just keep the dishwasher on permanent cycle.

But most importantly… the ultimate reason that I cannot, at this very moment, create an intriguing, interesting, humorous and/or smarty-pants post is because… there is delicious, succulent, amazing, tasty, scrumptious, mouth-watering, delectable, exquisite, and last but not least.. HEAVENLY… bacon wrapped fillet in the oven. I think I’ll have a serious breakdown if I accidentally burn them because OMG THEY LOOK SO YUMMY! I would also like to apologize if this post made no sense at all. Which is should of.. and if it didn’t then I think that’s more your problem than mine… just kidding. But seriously. I’ve had two coffees, two emergen-c energy booster drinks, and a banana vanilla smoothie with lots of espresso in it. I am pretty wired… you’re lucky you aren’t here. I’m also lucky that shane is putting up with my bouncy-ness.

That is all. Check back in a few days after Finance’s first week exam has released me from its icy grip. BYE! :)

Someone! Stop that naughty cart!

Okay SO I think I just had my life flash before my eyes. Not really… that’s a wee bit dramatic, but I did have a life threatening experience earlier, and I wish to write about it because words can’t even explain it.

It started out like no other day. I went over to Julie’s house because she got a new pony and had been teaching him how to pull a cart. She’s a fantastic cart driver (she’s been doing it for a long time and worked for a company as well) and the pony was bombproof and has been taken out on the road alot. He’s had everything from motorcycles to wailing police sirens pass him at high speeds and he didn’t so much as flinch. So we hook up the cart… and as we’re hooking it up I had this weird vision. I had this picture flash in my head of the pony flipping out and bucking at the cart. I attributed it to me just being silly, and thought nothing of it. We put her 3-4 year old son on the cart with us and we hop on. We start going out on the road and everything is great. It’s SUPER relaxing to listen to the clip-clop of hooves on pavement. I never feel more at home than when I’m near a horse. People are so inconsiderate when it comes to riding on the road, whether it be actual riding or pulling a cart. This one person drives by a honks at us to wave. Smart. Real Smart. We turn off her street and onto the main road. We’re happily trotting along and everything is fine. We turn around about 1-2 miles away from the house to head back because it was kind of chilly (And by kind of chilly, my new york friends, I mean in the 50′s. BAHAHA).

We’re heading around a curve, trotting pretty fast (since we were on the main road) when this big Mack truck-type vehicle with a long towing bed on it passes us. He slows down, and is VERY considerate, he was creeping along at maybe 30 miles per hour. The back end up his truck ended up hitting some bumps and rattling really loud. The horse had blinders on… wait quick lesson. A horse wears blinders when driving to cut out all the nonsense from his vision. A horse can see a great amount in each direction, due to their immense peripheral vision, so having the blinders on makes them focus solely straight ahead. So anyway- the blinders allowed him to see the truck pass, and pony must not have noticed there was a bed attached. The bed rattled and… all hell broke lose. I am SO not exaggerating.

For anyone who has ever ridden and had a horse flip out all crazy-like.. you know exactly what I’m about to describe. It’s happened to me many times before while riding, but it’s SO different when you’re riding on a cart. Pony’s eyes start rolling in his head and he takes off. He had that googly crazy pony look, and he starts galloping and bucking at the cart. Thank GOD the cart had a metal brace in front of us, separating us from his hooves. He was kicking so hard all we could hear was *clang clang* and I watched his hooves come so close to us. As if that wasn’t scary enough, as we’re flying down a main road, in traffic, on a cart… with us screaming bloody murder, and a little child on board…. he veers off the road into the uneven grass/dirt terrain off the shoulder, next to a pasture with BARBED WIRE. We’re still galloping along behind crazy-googly eyed pony, screaming and pulling on his reins, when he heads straight for a telephone pole. We yank him and he narrowly misses it and the cart gets all wobbly. He keeps taking off and we’re inches away from this barbed wire fence. A horse in barbed wire is a serious problem, once they get tangled up in there, they freak out and keep getting cut and anybody near them is in danger, due to flailing legs and hooves.

Somehow we managed to avoid that, but we hit this huge dirt bump in the middle of the grass that wobbled the cart even more. I was trying to hang on, but at the same time I was pulling on the reins with her, and I ended up flying off the side of the cart by the road. After I flew off, Julie and her son flew off, and I guess the cart ran over her leg, but I didn’t see it. As soon as I hit the ground, I rolled over and took off running down the road screaming after the runaway pony and cart. There were cars stopped, but NOBODY OFFERED TO HELP! I was running like a maniac and the guy who passed us on the road with the truck yelled something to me. I couldn’t hear what he said, and I thought he was going to lecture me about what happened, so I was like “WHAT?!?!?!” and he’s like “HOP IN! I’ll take you to go after the cart!” So I’m watching the pony weave in and out of traffic on the main road and I’m SO AFRAID that I’m going to watch this poor thing get hit by a car, or watch him bust through someones windshield and hurt someone. I hop in and realize I had left julie and her son down the road. I didn’t even have time to think, all I could think about was chasing the pony to make sure he didn’t hurt anyone. We back up to get them and start looking for the horse. We ask people if they saw a pony and cart anywhere here, and the people acted like we were crazy. We figured that he ran to her house, so we go down her long gravel driveway and see tracks. We drive a little further and see her mare (she has a horse as well as the pony) all googly eyed and snorting with her head up (because she hates the cart and it freaks her out) so we knew that he was there. We find him standing by the fence, and the cart was upside down by a tree. The harnesses were snapped. He must have tried to gallop around the tree and got caught, ripping it off. I’m okay, my knee area is kind of swollen but I can walk. Jordon (her son.. THANK GOD is okay, because he flew out too) and Julie is in the hospital because her leg swelled up like a balloon as soon as we went into the house. She’s at the hospital getting a pain shot and x-rays because they think she may have fractured her femur. All in all, it was quite the experience. I’m just glad it wasn’t worse. All I keep thinking about was us running into a car or a car running into us, or us getting thrown into the barbed wire. All that came out of it were broken harnesses, a bruised knee, and a possible fracture. I’d say that’s pretty good. The most important thing is that Jordon (her son) wasn’t hurt. We went back to the grass to find her cell phone that got thrown out as well, and we actually saw how far are tracks were, realizing how fast and far we actually went. I’m guessing pony will be lame tomorrow, due to the fact that he booked like a bat out of hell on a paved road. He will be sore. All this happened by noon! I think my little vision that I had was trying to warn me, but I didn’t tell julie because I figured it was nothing. Jenna also jinxed me, because she said the cart would be naughty. And naughty it was.

I need to clean out my car and tidy up the house now! I also can’t wait to soak myself in a hot bath or shower, now that I’ve gotten the grass out of my hair lol. ALSO! I just heard that Casey Anthony’s brother, Lee, is seeking use immunity in the case?? His lawyer was afraid that he may get pulled under for obstruction of justice, or aiding and abetting during the murder trial. I guess (And how gay is this?!) in the state of Florida, when you are given a subpoena to appear in court as a witness, you are automatically granted use immunity… ummm excuse me, WHAT? Florida is so ass backwards! Not only do their school systems such but their law is all screwy too! In other states you have to fight to get immmunity and get a deal… it’s not just handed out like candy on halloween! BAH! I hate florida.
Bye! Here’s the video by the way-

It's like tae kwon do on crack!

Can I first start by saying that I think I’m extremely in shape. A little background information on me is [which i'm sure you all know] I’ve been horse riding since I was 8 as well as spent 3 of those horse riding years doing tae kwon do with it. I got right up to a black belt and then we moved to Europe. I chose to not continue there. I still ride a couple of times a week, I go to the gym, 150 situps when I  go etc.

Evidently none of that is good preparation for a good old fashioned ass kicking through kickboxing. I went in there only after eating cereal and drinking coffee, because the Pilates class I took on campus wasn’t too streneous, and I figured I could float right through it. Boy was I wrong. We started by running around the gym and doing jumps and kick backs every few feet. Then we wheeled out our punching bags (which is a workout in and of itself) and proceeded to spend the next 50 minutes beating the crap out of it. I must say, I had the best form, because obviously I spent years doing the same exact kicks. While some people were falling to the wayside and stumbling, I was attacking. At the speed of light. WHAT NOW?! I have never felt such a high in my life. I always get a high-rush from riding, where I feel like I’m floating. It’s extremely euphoric and I thought nothing can top that. Until I tried this.

I….LOVE it.

By the time it hit the half hour mark I wasn’t even euphoric anymore. It was like I had an ocean rushing through my veins. (The ocean is my other euphoric place, so you can see why I used that comparison). Good god I am in love.

I’ll be back there friday. Hopefully this time I won’t have sweat pouring off my face and I’ll eat a better breakfast than a bowl of cereal and coffee.

First presidential debate; John Mccain is suspending his campaign… for a pie eating contest.

I’m not sure how many of you were watching the first presidential debate tonight in Mississippi between Obama and Mccain, but I was, because the boy and I love politics. We watched it in HD (because we just discovered that CNN has an HD channel) and WOW..  I don’t ever want to be filmed with an HD camera. They are so powerful that they completely transformed the reporters from what we were used to seeing them as, before our very eyes. Crazy. You can see every single blemish on their faces, along with makeup. Haha. I would prefer if the whole world couldn’t see my every pore, thanks. Also, Anderson Cooper is alarmingly ghostly looking on HD.

The debate was interesting, first of all, because I was somewhat surprised that Mccain actually did very well. Now, I may not like Mccain or any of his views on political issues, BUT I must concede that he did a very good job debating. Kudos to him. I’ve watching a ton of interviews with him and sometimes he seems like he’s struggling to grasp answers for the reporters. He did not do that in this debate, and he kept a fairly cool head. Obama was just as I expected, albeit he did seem to get a little frustrated when Mccain kept going on tangents about things. He had tried to interrupt a lot but Mccain just kept talking.

You can find the complete debate transcript here: First Presidential Debate.

They had started the debate asking “where do you stand on the financial recovery plan?” There was quite some teeth pulling here, each candidate had seemed to stretch out the answer and not completely take one firm stance. They left it pretty much open.

Obama had stated :

“No. 1, we’ve got to make sure that we’ve got oversight over this whole process; $700 billion, potentially, is a lot of money.

No. 2, we’ve got to make sure that taxpayers, when they are putting their money at risk, have the possibility of getting that money back and gains, if the market — and when the market returns.

No. 3, we’ve got to make sure that none of that money is going to pad CEO bank accounts or to promote golden parachutes.

And, No. 4, we’ve got to make sure that we’re helping homeowners, because the root problem here has to do with the foreclosures that are taking place all across the country.”

Mccain had ended his answer with this:

“But I want to emphasize one point to all Americans tonight. This isn’t the beginning of the end of this crisis. This is the end of the beginning, if we come out with a package that will keep these institutions stable.

And we’ve got a lot of work to do. And we’ve got to create jobs. And one of the areas, of course, is to eliminate our dependence on foreign oil.”

No clear answer from either, just a synopsis of what they both have seen, and what they wanted to see in the future.

Then, the host clearly tried to turn them on each other and make them vicious. He kept saying “Do you disagree??? If you do, say it directly to him! TELL HIM!” Maybe not with that much vigor, but you get the idea. Then they went on to talk about what each candidate thought was the fundamental difference between their plans. Mccain’s big point was that the government suffers from sever overspending; which is true.

” Well, the first thing we have to do is get spending under control in Washington. It’s completely out of control. It’s gone — we have now presided over the largest increase in the size of government since the Great Society.”

What he didn’t say (that Obama nicely pointed out) was

“Senator McCain is proposing — and this is a fundamental difference between us — $300 billion in tax cuts to some of the wealthiest corporations and individuals in the country, $300 billion.

Now, $18 billion is important; $300 billion is really important.

And in his tax plan, you would have CEOs of Fortune 500 companies getting an average of $700,000 in reduced taxes, while leaving 100 million Americans out.

So my attitude is, we’ve got to grow the economy from the bottom up. What I’ve called for is a tax cut for 95 percent of working families, 95 percent.”

So, for everybody who seems to assume that Obama plans on raising taxes and Mccain plans to lower taxes, think again. Do you research. Mccain will cut taxes but only for large corporations and businesses. Obama plans to cut taxes for 95% of working families, which are the ones who need the tax breaks more. To be more clear, the only people taxed more will be ones who make over $250,000.

Mccain had then rebutted:

“Now, Senator Obama didn’t mention that, along with his tax cuts, he is also proposing some $800 billion in new spending on new programs.”

That is also TRUE, except if you understand how the economy works, you will understand why this isn’t necessarily a bad idea. Spending on new programs that is. Our economy is based on our education and ability to be innovative. Our minds have to be constantly challenged and we need outlets to build these ideas, or foundations to help us form them in the first place. If Mccain is all about free market (which he is- and so am I. That is probably the only thing I disagree with Obama on) he should understand that having new programs to stimulate the economy is a positive thing. The economy is directly correlated to the consumer’s confidence. When confidence level falls, spending and borrowing falls. When spending and borrowing falls, businesses lose money. When businesses lose money,  they start to lay off workers and stop borrowing as much. When the businesses AND consumers stop attempting to borrow, then the banks start trying to push out subprime loans. Then, deflation occurs, interest rates rise, and people can’t pay back said loans that were given to them wrongfully in the first place. TA DA! Which goes full circle back to consumers not spending money and being in the hole.

The free market approach in economics says that the economy will always correct itself when it is left to its own means. Which has been a tried and true path before. The little recessions would always correct themselves; its the way of the market. The problem with what is happening now is that this is reminiscent of the great depression. If you pull up information about the great depression and read about the downward spiral, you will see how the market had plummeted initially after cheap credit was repeatedly given out, which essentially DID help in the short term, but what a killer in the long term.

You can’t project just short term benefits in the economy. There is always a long lasting effect that is often overlooked. So after all this credit was given out and the economy picked itself back up, things were good for a while. Then deflation occurred and everybody who has these massive debts could not pay monthly and were starting to default on their loans. When this occurred, consumer spending was cut drastically, which prevented the spawning of new products, or even a need for the preexisting products people needed to live their every day lives. Businesses failed; layoffs occurred. THEN when THIS occurred, the banks began to tighten up their loan systems, which essentially spirals into a vicious circle. Point blank: People and businesses had no money. The bottom of the market fell out. You know the phrase “history repeats itself”? Well I’m a total believer in that, especially when the feds don’t notice the tell tale signs but everyone else does.

So back to present day: Does this sound familiar? Isn’t this exactly what has been going on in the Bush administration that every body seemed to turn a blind eye to?! Obama had warned in the previous year about this possibly happening, and nobody did anything to improve it. There were still subprime mortgages being handed out to people who couldn’t even afford a car, let alone a house. In retrospect, we did this to ourselves. I am a total advocate for free market, but I think when we’re so far down like this, the government should intervene and help. The government is essentially here for the people, the people aren’t here for the government. It’s their duty to keep us safe and step in when need be, but not breathe down our necks dealing out regulations like we’re playing Go Fish. Wall street wouldn’t be such a fantastic thing if it had 43294 zillion regulations saying they can’t do this, or they HAVE to do that. Controlling investors is a no no.

What was the solution last year? The miraculous stimulus check. Which I did not get because I was a student and didn’t work the year before. Now, I can tell you, if I got that stimulus check, I would have went out shopping or bought something glamorous.

The whole plan of the stimulus check/rebate was because they wanted people to spend the money frivolously; such as on a new TV or clothes. That would stimulate the economy and ultimately would have prevented us from being in the recession that we are in now. That didn’t happen. What DID happen was that people spent the money on necessities such as paying back bills and putting money onto their mortgages. This did not help in the way it was expected. That’s why our confidence is still low. This was a good move on the part of the government, but they should have known that when families are stressed for money, the last thing they are going to do is go out and buy and new boat so that they can eat ramen noodles out of the kitchen, with their brand spankin new boat STILL docked because they can’t afford gas to explore anywhere.

ANYWAYS! Now that I’ve lectured you about the economy, let’s move on. The next lead question was:

“As president, as a result of whatever financial rescue plan comes about and the billion, $700 billion, whatever it is it’s going to cost, what are you going to have to give up, in terms of the priorities that you would bring as president of the United States, as a result of having to pay for the financial rescue plan?”

Summed up, Obama had said,

“We have to have energy independence, so I’ve put forward a plan to make sure that, in 10 years’ time, we have freed ourselves from dependence on Middle Eastern oil by increasing production at home, but most importantly by starting to invest in alternative energy, solar, wind, biodiesel, making sure that we’re developing the fuel-efficient cars of the future right here in the United States, in Ohio and Michigan, instead of Japan and South Korea.

We have to fix our health care system, which is putting an enormous burden on families. Just — a report just came out that the average deductible went up 30 percent on American families.

The third thing we have to do is we’ve got to make sure that we’re competing in education. We’ve got to invest in science and technology. China had a space launch and a space walk. We’ve got to make sure that our children are keeping pace in math and in science.”

Mccain had said,

“The point — the point is — the point is, we need to examine every agency of government.

First of all, by the way, I’d eliminate ethanol subsidies. I oppose ethanol subsidies.

I think that we have to return — particularly in defense spending, which is the largest part of our appropriations — we have to do away with cost-plus contracts. We now have defense systems that the costs are completely out of control.

We tried to build a little ship called the Littoral Combat Ship that was supposed to cost $140 million, ended up costing $400 million, and we still haven’t done it.

So we need to have fixed-cost contracts. We need very badly to understand that defense spending is very important and vital, particularly in the new challenges we face in the world, but we have to get a lot of the cost overruns under control.

I know how to do that.”

So after all this, they pretty much kept going over what they have previously said, interjecting new random thoughts in between. All in all, over economic issues, they had held their own ground and stuck with their own regime. The second half of the debate went to Foreign Policy. It had boiled down to Mccain stating that we can’t let up with our silent treatment.

“What Senator Obama doesn’t seem to understand that if without precondition you sit down across the table from someone who has called Israel a “stinking corpse,” and wants to destroy that country and wipe it off the map, you legitimize those comments.

This is dangerous. It isn’t just naive; it’s dangerous. And so we just have a fundamental difference of opinion.”

I disagree with this statement. Playing the whole “silent treatment” game is what 5 year olds do. Diplomacy involves hearing both sides and cooperating. Sitting down to talk to foreign diplomats will not harm the US in any way at all. If anything it will strengthen us because other countries will finally see that we aren’t the supposed arrogant snots that they think we are. They will realize that we are actually willing to fix problems that are occurring as a result of wrong from both sides. Part of the reason that I think the middle east has issues with us is because we put on this facade of being better than everyone and being in control. Vulnerability isn’t always a bad thing, and maybe seeing that we do indeed have some vulnerability will remind them that we are just the same as them, and are willing to work on something that will benefit everyone. Wars start from misconceptions.

Larry King sat down with Ahmadinejad the other day, and had a very intelligent and informative conversation with him. Ahmadinejad answered his questions and explained why he feels the way he does on certain issues. He stated that this whole feud was pretty much one sided; that America was causing it and Iran didn’t want any of it. Nuclear bombs defy their religion and they had their nuclear plans looked over and inspected more than any other country in the world. He said that viewing them as a threat was silly, and America has a one sided view on everything, when we’re the ones that other countries are beginning to frown upon and wonder about. Did you see him try to jump across the table and strangle Larry King? Did you hear him utter any obscure threats towards the American People? Did you see his temper flare once? Did you see him dodge any questions and act shady? No. They sat down, person to person, and discussed. It’s really not out of the president’s grasp to do that, and for Mccain to say that shouldn’t happen could very well be one of the things that is making world peace elusive. It’s narrow views such as Mccain’s which starts to blind side everyone who listens to him.

Mccain was a little stronger in the foreign policy section of the debate, obviously because he has spent more time overseas. I’m also sure you’ve heard (many MANY times) that he was a prisoner of war and blah blah blah. (Which does not mean he will make a good president by the way. They are not correlated. Just because you can fight a war doesn’t mean you can lead a country). Mccain stated that he wants to keep on fighting the way, and not back down, while Obama said we are misallocating our soldiers, and that Al Qaeda is the biggest threat. We are totally not on top of that by the way. They’re definitely getting the best of the situation because America is just one big dumbass.

Mccain seems to think that we are winning in Iraq,

“I’m afraid Senator Obama doesn’t understand the difference between a tactic and a strategy. But the important — I’d like to tell you, two Fourths of July ago I was in Baghdad. General Petraeus invited Senator Lindsey Graham and me to attend a ceremony where 688 brave young Americans, whose enlistment had expired, were reenlisting to stay and fight for Iraqi freedom and American freedom.

I was honored to be there. I was honored to speak to those troops. And you know, afterwards, we spent a lot of time with them. And you know what they said to us? They said, let us win. They said, let us win. We don’t want our kids coming back here.

And this strategy, and this general, they are winning. Senator Obama refuses to acknowledge that we are winning in Iraq.”

Considering the body count of this war, I doubt we’re winning. What conclusions have we reached by being over there, other than that we need to pull out before we lose all our soldiers? Have we come to any solution? Have we come any closer to finding Bin Ladin? Nix, no and nay.

One thing the news was picking on was their different debate styles. Mccain was being viewed as stronger because he talked down to Obama, saying “You don’t understand. You don’t get it” over and over.

“I’m afraid Senator Obama doesn’t understand the difference between a tactic and a strategy.”

“I don’t think that Senator Obama understands that there was a failed state in Pakistan when Musharraf came to power”

“Senator Obama doesn’t seem to understand there is a connected between the two.”

“He doesn’t understand that Russia committed serious aggression against Georgia.”

“Senator Obama still doesn’t quite understand — or doesn’t get it — that if we fail in Iraq, it encourages al Qaeda. They would establish a base in Iraq.”

etc, etc, so on and so forth. There are way too many to put in there. Obama had a different debate style. Rather than talk down to Mccain, he would pick out a point that he had agreed with, then proceed to diffuse the rest of the argument by bringing up counter points. That’s the way debates are supposed to be constructed. You agree, then you disagree and diffuse. You don’t just attack the other candidate. I do agree that it gave Mccain this aura of being “stronger” to some, because he was acting with a superiority complex, but I think that Obama was trying to keep things on more casual terms and not make it seem as if there was a dividing line between the parties. He was playing the right cards.

“No, actually, I think Senator McCain and I agree for the most part on these issues. Obviously, I disagree with this notion that somehow we did not forcefully object to Russians going into Georgia.”

I started this blog promising myself that I would attempt to write this objectively, but then I thought if somebody wanted objective, they could go watch the news. Politics is something I have a definite view on. Like I said before though, while I [obviously] am for Obama, I consider myself an independent. John Mccain did a great job in this debate, somebody should give him a cookie. It was a pleasant surprise and definitely made it more interesting. I can’t wait for the Biden/Palin debate, because both of those candidates are little sparky fireballs.

What I want people to take away from this blog is one important message:

DO YOUR RESEARCH ON EACH CANDIDATE! Don’t just catch the news every now and then (because the news puts their own spin and ideas on what’s going on) and CERTAINLY don’t just vote for one or the other because your family or friends are. Don’t say that you know what’s going on with each candidate because you catch a campaign commercial or two, and watch the news once every two weeks. I’ve been following this campaign daily since practically day one, so I know how the media can spin things. Do you own research and keep informed… the RIGHT way.

TAX BREAKDOWN

PICK EACH AND COMPARE SIDE BY SIDE

Don’t lead this country down the wrong path because of stubbornness or ignorance. The best way to make the right decision is to be informed. I can’t stress this enough. Go back and read the debate from the link I sent you. Get a clear picture.

On a completely unrelated note, I’m working with Fancy again! She finally had her teeth floated so she’s not grumpy anymore and ready to train. I went over yesterday and my thighs and calves are KILLING me. She’s still stiff going towards the left side, so every time we ride into a corner I have to use my inside leg to bend her around it. Very sore. Ow. BUT! She did amazingly well and I’m happy that she’s rideable again. I almost acquired her as my own horse haha because Julie might be getting another one that she really fell in love with, and needed somebody to take fancy. Since I’ve been riding fancy for the past year she offered her to me, but I don’t have the money to board her down here. I’m a broke college student, and the new house doesn’t have land where I can keep her. I had the luxury of my parents helping my board my horses in NY, but now that I’m older I have to find a pay to pay on my own. Oh well. The time will come when I’m financially stable and working to have a horse again.

I have another shoot coming up. I’m looking forward to it. We’re doing it down by Rollins college, which is very Saratoga like, and has cobble stone streets. So pretty.

random updates

Since not everyone knows that I switched to my own website now (www.esvienne.com) and am continuing my blog there until I put up photography and whatnot, I’ll post what I’m posting there on this wordpress as well. But whoever is reading please continute at esvienne.com

I know, I know. I haven’t had anything worthwhile really to write about (in the context of world events and whatnot). I’ve been giving more personal updates, which totally strays off from the idea of this blog. A little change doesn’t hurt though. I do have a couple of things I wanted to talk about (in regards to mccain, the environment etc) but I just haven’t really had much time to sit and write it all out.

I’m a slacker bahaha.

For one thing- I would like to tell everybody that if you’re in college, CHECK this damn website. ratemyprofessor.com

I never thought it was important, but I found out this summer the hard way. Now, I’m normally an A student, with the occasional B. This summer I would have had straight A’s except for this jerk professor I had in the first half. I.. am an awesome essay writer. I had this western civilization class I had to take (which I took with my last degree, except it didn’t transfer from NY) so I had to take it again. I tried SO hard, and I ended up getting a C in that class. Now, this guy had us write 4 major essays in 4 weeks (all 4-5 pages) and had us write discussion questions with references to the books we used. We also could not use our actual class textbook in our essays. I came home with like 6 books from the library every week.

AKA I tried my butt off. (Laughed my ass pants off if you will Jenna LOL)

So after I was practically in tears over this class, I checked ratemyprofessor.com. Just as I presumed. There were a ton of aggravated students on there, like me, who are normally A students and found themselves doing badly in this class. The teacher doesn’t even give you good criticism. I even emailed him asking him what I can fix on my essays and he NEVER gave an answer. So the moral of this story- check that website before you take a class. I never worried about it because I didn’t think the professor mattered, but I found out the hard way. He ruined my summer GPA.

But other than that- I graduated. Now  can finish at UCF finally. Since I have a business degree already, this marketing bachelors should double up my chances of finding an AWESOME job when I’m out.

I’m also in the process of finding a really good eventing/cross country school down here. For those of you who don’t know what eventing is, it’s like the x-games of equestrian. It’s not stadium jumping, it’s not dressage. It’s combined training bad ass competition. You’re not in the safety of an arena, you’re out on a full blown course through forests, rolling hills etc. You’re still jumping 5 foot jumps, you’re just out in nature doing more ‘natural’ and harder jumps. You’re flying practically vertically downhill into bodies of water, jumping UP hill. You need a horse in tip-top physical shape, and you need to be in it too. For those who are curious what it is, here’s a little video showing how hard it actually is. It’s not a cake walk, regardless of how easy the olympic riders make it look.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKs_wImT0uM

So yes, this is what I want to start training for. Evidently Florida is the perfect place to do it because it’s warm all year round. I want to compete so bad but I just have to completely immerse myself in the sport. Not that I don’t already, I’m always riding and have been for years upon years, but eventing is something you have to consciously work hard at, it’s a lifestyle. I want it.

A little photojournalism of my current adventures

My dad is in the hospital- to start out- so excuse me for not writing lately. I haven’t particularly been in the mood because I’m worried about him. If everyone could wish the best for him then that would be awesome.

I did want to write a little something though. I went out trail riding with Julie, her husband and some of her friends the other day. I did this with a sprained ankle mind you, because I’m dumb and don’t understand what the word “rest” means. Lol. The trail ride was fun… god the florida heat is so humid. Sickly humid. I ate and drank lots of water before I went but I was literally dying by the time we were done. Not to mention Fancy worked herself up into a sweat about an hour in. She was being a tad bit bratty though.

*click to make them bigger*

It was alot of fun because I haven’t went trail riding in forever, and it’s hard to find people who trail ride without riding western, because I don’t like western all that much. There were a few awfully cute turtles along the way, alone with some weird looking bugs that had 5 inch long wings and thoraxes. Extremely scary. Aside from that, and the heat trying to kill me, it was extremely pleasant.

For the 4th of July we had some friends from Miami stay with us. It was really fun. We spent the weekend relaxing, hanging out and celebrating. We went down to city walk and wandered to the Hard Rock Cafe to see the fireworks. They were beaaaautiful.. yet short, because we failed to get there on time. We went on a mission/adventure for fireworks, and we even had our own (Which chris proceeded to abruptly light and toss out the car window at any given time) that we were dying to play with. After toiling through the busy and jam packed drive-in parking garage (not that there’s any other way to get into a parking garage except driving) we just got the the little river thing in time to see about 5 minutes of fireworks. The journey and the dinner beforehand were fun, so I guess that’s all that matters.

Then we met some people who were visiting from Ireland. They were fun to drink and hang out with until the girl decided to book it and be a weirdo, leaving her boyfriend behind. Therefore he took off after her, and we never got a chance to get their numbers for the glorious beach/surfing trip we attempted to plan the next morning. Oh well. After we got home, we proceeded to jump the gate to the pool, where I sprained my ankle. Funny though, I didn’t feel the effects until a week later… and it took that long to swell. It’s better now though.

And on another note, my cute little subjects, the ducks, were shot again. This time I managed to get the babies as grown ups. If you saw my last set of pictures, there were some little itty bitty cute and fluffy ducklings following their mom. Now they’re grown up and ADORABLE! All the pictures are in my flickr, and I was kind of too lazy to edit any of them except three… but here’s a taste of them.

Click the one below, it’s really big and pretty but I have a feeling wordpress is gonna chop off the side of it. If you click it (or any of the pictures for that matter) they’ll open in a new window.

ANNNND in this one below, it looked like one duck is attempting to kill the other via beak, but they’re really just pruning eachother.

aaand I’ll throw in one more. LOOK! CUTENESS PADDLING IN THE WATER!

Enjoy :) and wish the best for my dad please.

beautifulness.

so I just wanted to throw this picture on in case you don’t want to stare at my flickr to see it. It’s a picture I took of Dixie.. I edited it in photoshop for a few things then enhanced her eye color. I LOVE HER EYES!!!! Anyway, enjoy. Do not steal. I have my copyright on it :) … not that anyone would want to steal it anyway… haha.

Decision, Decisions.

I’ve come across an issue that nobody but myself can help me with. For anybody who knows me, I’m a better critic and motivator for people who AREN’T me. But I will get to that in a minute.

I just went for a run around the lake at 11 PM. I learned two things during this run.

1) Don’t tie your shoes too tight because your feet get awfully tingly and sleepy while you’re running.

2) Don’t gasp for breath if you’re out of it, using your mouth in the manner of a blowhole, and keeping it wide open as such. Florida has gnats. LOTS of them. I think I got one in my eye.

So now onto my bigger problem. This is something that my boyfriend, Jenna, and my parents have both known me to wrestle with. I’m STILL having a problem picking my major for when I go to UCF. What, ME? Not knowing my major? Shocker. And for those of you who think this is due to some incompetency or a slacking of some sort, it’s not. The problem isn’t that I don’t like anything in particular, the problem is that I like TOO many things, and greatly so.

I have three MAJOR interests. Science, art/design/marketing (I have full rights to clump those all together), and horses/animals. I already have a business degree and by July i will also have a marketing degree. Count that- it makes two degrees. So I’m heading into UCF for marketing to continue on for my bachelors. That makes three paths. I’m not even counting all the other things I wanted to do before.

I would die to be in the science field. I’m the most inquisitive person in the world, and honestly, who else do you know who reads/watches/stalks anything having to do with science on their own? Jenna doesn’t count. I would love to make a difference in the world and study everything.

I would also die to be in the marketing/design field. I love creativity and art, and am quite creative myself. Unfortunately my sister got EVERY ounce of art talent, and she’s more talented than 99/100 people. I am actively pursuing marketing because I know what I feel needs to be improved in marketing and advertisements, I know how to effectively reach an audience with an idea, and I’m also learning how to design (thanks to Shane’s endless amounts of books from his school). I know I would be good at marketing- it would be fun, and there are lots of different areas and opportunities to dabble in.

Horses and animals. This is my TRUE love. Horse trainer was HIGH on my lists of things I wanted to be when I was younger, and so was a veterinarian. People always told me being a horse trainer was not fun and alot of work. They also decided to tell me that I wouldn’t make alot of money. I’ve trained horses. I know. They are a handful but I enjoy every second of it. I would trade money to do something, ANYTHING in a field with horses. I was deterred from being a vet when I was younger because of the fact that I would most likely be euthanizing alot of sick animals, and it would probably break my heart. And it would. I would think about every animal that didn’t make it. While I would learn from my mistakes and move on, it would still eat away at me. I realize this now. I care too much to be a vet, if that makes any sense at all to anyone other than me. I am also in love with wild animals, and that varies from big cats (my major one), to wolves, to monkeys, to snakes. No spiders though.::edit- I realize that spiders are arachnids and snakes are reptiles…. not animals per-say. BUT you catch my drift:: I’m adamant about that. Being a wild life observer/saver/scientist would totally rock my socks. Really, anything in the animal field would make me happy… unless it involves cows and farms. Seriously people. I might be in love with horses but I don’t like any other farm animals. I don’t like pigs. I don’t like chickens. You won’t catch me dead on a legit farm. I don’t mind taking care of my own horse, and mucking out his stall etc and so on and so forth but I will NOT clean cow poop. No way in hell. 

So I am left with this decision. Do I finish in Biology, which will take a year longer? Or do I finish marketing which is only going to take me a year and a half more, and I can work on my masters, while having my business degree and marketing degree?

Ever heard of right brained and left brained? Yah, well conveniently I’m both and I’m really not kidding about that. And therein lies the problem. Anyway , as dire as it might sound, I don’t need to stress about it for another month and a half.

On another note: Have you ever seen two giraffes fighting?!?! I was watching this show on animal plant with uncut animal footage, and these two giraffes were smacking the heck out of eachother with their heads! I’m talking full on concussion style! They bent their neck wayyyyyyyy to the side and swung full force- it was like watching someone throw a medicine ball. Really hard. Apparently they are very docile creatures until it comes to mating season. Watch it. I promise you won’t be disappointed.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=C7HCIGFdBt8

ALSO!!! I managed to sell my iphone. I’ve had 4 people ask me already why on earth I’m selling it and the answer is simple. Apple just announced that they are releasing a 3g iphone. Yup, that’s right, all the gloriousness of my current iphone but it’s going to be FASTER. MUCH faster at that. So I’m reverting back to my old cell phone and pre-ordering it as soon as I can. It comes out next month and I’m EXCITED! Such a dork I am. The money I get from selling this iphone is paying for the new one. Conveniently.

 

FINALLY!!!!!

So by now I’m sure everybody has heard the good news- Hillary ‘I want to try and take over the world because I’m a woman’ Clinton finally submitted the other day, and she is NO longer in the race to be president. It is now Obama and Mccain. I guess I do feel really bad about badmouthing hillary, but seriously, she had some strange policies. I understand having Bill behind her was a strong point but come on. Will he help THAT much? He’s a good guy but he doesn’t like to make decisions, and I doubt he would really know how to fix what’s going on with our economy today. I’ve noticed that gas prices came to a halt. They even dropped a penny. Dare I say that they may be going down soon? I wish. I seriously have not been driving anywhere unless it’s necessary to try and save gas. I pretty much drive to Julie’s house to ride and check on the horses and that’s it.

I really hope Mccain doesn’t win. He’s much too old to be in office (he’s 71!!! 72 in a few months!) and all he wants is war, war, lower taxes, war. He is also against helping people out in this housing crisis. I was reading this magazine article (in glamour actually- who knew) about the mortgage crisis. There’s this lady who is an aerospace engineer, making 120,000 dollars yearly, and she’s actually facing the fact that they’re trying to take her house away. HOW does that happen?! Mccain stated that he does not believe in helping people when losing their houses is clearly their fault. He’s not blaming the economy- he’s blaming the people. How on earth is staying in war, using billions and billions more dollars, and not helping anybody in the housing crisis going to lower taxes??? The guy is nuts, honestly, and he’s only going to hurt us worse. It’s a fact that he doesn’t know much really about what’s going on with our economy and how to fix it. If people are out of homes and not spending money because they merely CAN’T, our economy cannot flourish and is going to keep going down the drain. Stupidity at it’s finest. And I’m sorry if I’m offending ANYBODY who likes Mccain, or thinks he is better than Obama (Hi char! If you even read this) but the man has contradicting points.

I DO agree with Mccain on one thing, and this is why I claim to be neither liberal or conservative. I agree with Mccain on the fact that the government should intervene less with our businesses, and let us remain purely capitalistic. Less government intervention=more money in the economy. They just mess everything up anyway. Liberals believe in the government intervening ALOT to help solve problems- whether it be in social and family life, or business. They want government in their bedroom. While I know that Obama is very liberal, I don’t feel like he will push TOO much of the government intervention issue without it being for the better. He knows what he’s doing, and I know that he won’t go overboard in having the government stick it’s dirty little nose into everything. A little is GOOD, when they actually HELP. I think he understands thats.

On another note- Julie is out of town so I’ve been checking up on the horses and riding as well. I had the best moment yesterday EVER. Julie suggested riding bareback every now and then with Fancy and just working on her headset since we think her back needs to be adjusted. So yesterday when I went to check up on them and put sunscreen on Dixie, I decided to hop on bareback. I left Dixie in the field with us just because she has sunburn and whenever I try to put the halter on her it grazes her burn… that and since everyone is gone from the house I think they’re lonely and she goes nuts when I put her in the other field. Anyway, I hopped on bareback and just sat on her while she grazed, and I had dixie next to me too. The sun was setting and I was all alone, rubbing Dixie’s ears and sitting on Fancy, and it was just PEACEFUL. So peaceful. It totally put me back to when I owned my last horse.. as I said earlier I loved riding bareback and I would always go out to ride, then stay on her back while she cooled down and grazed. It was just such a serene moment. I really do miss having my own horse. You can’t replace the bond that you get from owning your own horse by riding at a stable or someone else’s. It’s there- but deep down you know that it’s different. I plan on getting a horse again once I’m out of school (I think). I just need to settle down first and manage my money in order to do it (once I get a job in the real world).

PS!!!!!! The WWDC conference is today (for apple) and they’re supposed to be unveiling the new 3G iphone! I’m stalking it minute by minute because they’re also supposed to be releasing the new redesigned macbooks, but there’s been a rumor that they’re getting pushed off another month. I….. am a dork. and extremely excited. Anyway- just felt like sharing. Bye!

Horse fund

There’s a fundraiser going on for a group that I’m a part of, to raise money to prevent horse slaughter, cruelty, and just to promote the well being and research to keep horses healthy and protected.

They were able to get a hold of a professional tarot card reader who will conduct readings and donate everything towards the horse fund. It’s a more entertaining and interesting way to raise money than just the regular ways. You can get a 250-300 word email reading, or a 25 minutes phone conversation. The email is $25.00 and the phone session is $50.00. Like any tarot reading, this is purely entertainment, BUT keep in mind she IS a professional, so if you believe in tarot card readings for direction, then you will be getting a glorious and serious one. Please donate! The link is here to sign up.

http://fund4horses.org/info.php?id=1054